Dear Unborn Me….
Let me introduce myself to you. I am the Newborn Me who was not born before last year. I am writing this to you to tell you ‘what I feel’.
That was the trimester when you were rolling in your darkest womb as grubby gunk of beliefs, opinions, and trusts. You were caught on a wild ride in the whirlpool of painful ploys. Your heart was sieved by the wrecks of insults.
A point came and you became dumb and paralyzed, you looked lost. I thought you would be stillborn. That was the point when the Universe made Me your call.
You heeded my call because everything is bound to change. So you began to fight, punch and kick to come out of the womb. You began to drill your path beyond the bullshit to push Me out into the light.
This process of birth was not normal; it was ripping, spilling all the truth. It was a dive into the gaping insight. It was a declaration to the incarnation. Yes, your heart was chipped and your wings were torn in the hard labor. But you were taken care of in the resolving incubator; you became your medicine and you became Me.
Now I know it all. I dropped the desire to forgive someone. I know I am powerless to forgive anyone who plays under the Super Power. I hold on to nothing now. I am over it.
You were a part of a great Universal shift. Your Womb World set you on the right path and created Me. Your hurts are my reminders for compassion and sensitivity. You gave me your scars, I made them into stars. You showed me the source of happiness which is in me.
You made my life a magnum opus. You taught me my Yin is as important for me as my Yang. I get upset, maybe weird, I may need little attention, praises and teeny weenie ego fixes but they have their fine lines. I am practicing more patience and I am sharpening my awareness. I am in a truce with peace. I trust the itinerary of the Universe. I made my trampoline out of solitude to reach out to the Special Rose of Life Purpose. I prefer to make changes to my outer form while I am making more important changes inside.
I thank you for not pushing me to become something instantly. Because you know evolution is not about a single day. Please convey my big thanks to your Womb World for making this transformation possible for me!!
With Love & Care
Your
ME.
