Philosophy of a Human Doll.

The other day a friend of mine asked me “When are you going to lose your weight?”

This question comes, after me losing oodles of weight of late. The friend was feeling very sorry for me for carrying 58 kilos of weight around!!

More or less a couple of years ago, my best friend told me “Aw!! I am scared to see your DP (What’s App) and am running away.”

Do you really expect that from your ‘best’ friend? Isn’t it way too rude??

More than a decade ago, a friend was reporting me, amidst few other friends about how she nearly choked to see me so heavy, with all my weight (might be 60 kilos then).

Like, really??!!

A friend, colleague, relative or anyone may criticize. Here I am not going to say that, “People criticize you because they are threatened by your competency, charm etc.” Okay.

I am also not going to say that “They are struggling to get attention for what they are short of and so they will end up whining.” Alright. 

Also, I will not say that “When they can’t do with whining anymore, they rush to spread 'out of the blue' news about you and will try to act hating you.”

I don't judge!!!!

I am here to tell you only this!! This is my philosophy!!

I don’t store opinions. Stout, thin, beautiful, ugly, bald, bushy, tall, short, fair, dark, clever, moron, smart, innocent, good, bad……… these are just the beliefs in this brief Shelf Life. Sooner or later this doll will be replaced with another form.

The purpose of my Shelf Life is not to become more than what I AM.

Nothing needed to be added or removed or improved. I have a Manufacturer.

Look at me. You are looking at the utter PERFECTION. Vice versa.

I AM an everlastingly Perfect Human Doll!!!

Thank You, Love!

Shaila

Oh Beloved

Go on dancing Oh beloved

Quenching the thirst of thorns!

Allow your petal feet to rain

A thousand suns that shine!

Unfold your wings to the fullest Oh beloved

Unwinding woven walls possibly unseen!

Bring your ruby heart come into sight

Be it shimmer inside the eternal light!

Soar above the highest spaces Oh beloved

Tapping the flaccid dreams perching amid the planets!

Hover in the nest of nothing My love!

Décor the Diamond as you discover! 

Thank You. Love.

Shaila 

Same!!

May be you are not new

May be you are not old

You are ever so Fresh!

May be you are the nights

May be you are the suns

You are the Illuminating Darkness!!

May be you are here in me

May be you are in the parallel spaces

You are all the very Same!!!

Thank You. Love.

Shaila

REALITY RAMP

Hello Namaste, It’s a bit long time since I met all my beautiful friends on this platform. I couldn’t make it for a while as I am little busy preparing for a Beauty Pageant. Now I am here to extend an invitation to you all to participate in the show. Join the show with me because no one will be announced as the loser. So join with me and let’s all walk around with beautiful CORONETS.  

The few things that set our preparation are:

Losing extra POUNDS. Swallowing some CONCOCTION. Applying some CREAMS. Getting some PEELING.

Oh, I got to tell you… This is an INNER BEAUTY PAGEANT!

Pride and Personal Perceptions, Egoistic Obsessions are like too many costumes and too much makeup that weigh you down when you walk on the ramp. Lose those extra POUNDS.

Acceptance is a bitter concoction to the mind but it’s a sweet pill to the heart. Accept your faults, accept the uncertainties. Swallow the CONCOCTION to detox your mind.

Heal your Intellect Pimples from persistently oozing out judging, blaming and erupting more and more hard stuff. Apply CREAMS of Sensitivity, Compassion and Pure Love to burst the pimples.

This is the time to get rid of the Unreal layers, false projections. Go for a PEELING. Get real with yourself. Show your true skin. Let the beauty radiate through your soul as it does.

We are good for the show!!

Checklist prior to the RAMP WALK:

Do you love yourself for what you do?

Are you really honest for how you are?

Are you truthful for you?

Are you sure you are OUT OF YOUR MIND to walk a hearty walk?

While on the RAMP:

Remember or imagine nothing when you walk on the ramp.

People may tell you how to walk your WALK. Don’t listen. They don’t walk how they want you to walk.

Don’t wait for someone to cheer you up. You are the cheerleader for yourself.

Let the paparazzi save on their filters now, they don’t necessarily have to use FILTERS on you anymore.

You are not competing with anyone. Not even with you. You are just walking the Truth.

Walk in your broken stiletto rather you walk in others’ shoes. Coz it’s the most beautiful walk.

Thank You! Love!!

Shaila

Thank you Rama manni. Visiting you helped me to experience some thoughts.

7D

 

Last Sunday I happened to see a 7D cinema.

You know what is.

It’s a 7-dimensional virtual reality or a sensory experience. You are sitting on a Simulator Platform with your special glasses on, and it jerks and quakes you to get you in sync with the active screen. Strange physical, visual and sound effects kick in to make the movie more real.

I wasn’t sure what to expect from the movie. Later I know it’s just a thought experiment, which is turning into a cliché.

Lights off! CINEMA On!!

7D CINEMA is a system that connects your ‘personal self’ to the ‘virtual as well as physical consciousnesses’ from where all your perceptions and distortions spurt up. You are putting yourself in a condition, in a limitation. Your Ego is on autopilot with a temporary belief. You are in the high of your “mind”.

7D is a system that pokes, blows and sprays realities around you based on your own fears, expectations, stress, thoughts, insecurities, emotions etc. The idea is to cut back your heart and project your mind so as to pull you away from your ‘self’. You are aware that you are not traveling anywhere, you are not dealing with anybody. But you prefer to “be” in the movie.

The movie exists only now as a part of a simulation. And you know where to exit and where to stay.

Lights On! CINEMA Off!!

You, as every other audience in the room, are just watching the movie. Now you have removed your special glasses and leaving your platform.

‘You’ are separated for about ten minutes from your ‘True Self’ to these transient distortions. Time to CONNECT with ‘you’ again!!

This is just a 7D CINEMA.

Thank You! Love!!

Shaila

(Thanks to my daughter Spandana for taking me to a 7D)

Be the best SNIPER

This is about zeroing in the ‘Living Life’ error on my Life scope to ‘Being Life’ for a long range Self trajectory.

Here is a checklist to get rid of my parallax errors to send the ‘persona’ flying:

1.   Chamber the ammo of Truth.

Chamber the firearm only with the Truth Ammo.

No compromise in that.

Fake the Ammo and it fires back.

2.   Wear protection.

Wear ear muffs for old techniques which try to tell you… “How to win”, “How to gains”.

Those are the ‘live life’ techniques that hinder you from being life.

Wear eye gear for the world which wants to see you in the way it picks you out.

3.   Be patient to take out every potential error.

            Stop telling the mugged up grouping stories for the nth time.

Don’t rely on the conceived convictions. Ranges and temperments vary.

You don’t require a spotter to differentiate you in anyway.

4.   Set your MOA to zero.

Take out the arrogant angles of ‘I Know’ and ‘I don’t like’.

Eliminate the attitude angles of ‘I am this’ and ‘You know what’.

Set the Minutes of Arrogance/Attitude to zero.

Multiply the ‘being’. Minimize the ‘person’ hood.

5.   Loosen your knobs and align

Set the elevation dial on rotation. Check it time and again from flipping.

Loosen the resistance. Flow your rotations to align with the center line.

Fix the eye on the target. Not on the ‘landmarks’.

Aim High and Hold Over. Let the eye not to lose the scope.

Pin your crosshairs on the target. Stay grounded to the position.

6.   Breathe in and exhale

Accept what the stimuli offer you.

Exhale the need to control.

Exhale the rehearsals to demonstrate your best performance.

Be you. Don’t behave.

Don’t tug in the trigger. Put sensitivity in pulling the trigger or you may throw off your shot.

7.   Be the best sniper

Don’t talk ‘theories’. Be the one.

Don’t fake the talk. Feel.

Don’t feel from the attic. Feel from the core.

Be your own search engine to know what you are.

Shun your practices to live life. Soak in your nature. You are life already.

Let your Truth Ammo cause a wider collateral impact.

Thank You. Love!!!

Shaila.

Don’t buy the king

There is this King. Very mighty.  Enough to rule the Milky Ways.

The king is mighty because he is timid. He is mighty because he is unsure.

The king hungers more and starves in his kingdom.

The king wants to reign so he puts the reins.

And there was this Sky. Where is it launched where it lasts?

It…is so whole. It… is so permeating.

It…has no wear. It… has no tear.

It… is the sole power. It… is the purest place.

The king promises. But he never brings the heaven.

Look at the sky. A star sends you it’s wing.

Don’t buy the King. Grab the wing.

Stay in the sky.
Which is where you belong.

Thank You. Love!!

Shaila