This was a while ago when I was with the flow of “If only I had--------------”, “But you know what------------”, “Why because--------------”. Those were the suffixes for my explanations for not being happy. One day I got a big mental slap of my life. Something inside me yelled at me with the BGM “Your happiness does not depend on things, situations or people you fool. Get inside you and go deeper into your nothingness and try to find your true happiness in there with what you already have”. That slap brought me back to my senses and only then I did eavesdrop on the conversation between my MIND and HEART. It goes as follows:
Mind: No FUN ever since yesterday. Come let’s have more FUN.
Heart: I have JOY. I have enough.
Mind: I am feeling void. Let us fill ourselves with pleasure and have FUN.
Heart: I am full. Peace fills me up naturally with JOY.
Mind: FUN is in exotic places, with attractive people and is in laughter.
Heart: JOY in being me. JOY is in peace.
Mind: Colorful lights out there….come let us wander and have FUN.
Heart: I am JOY. I am the SUN. I need not wander.
Mind: You are letting everything go and you are calling it JOY.
Heart: You are worshipping ego and you want to call it FUN.
Mind: FUN is in fights, flights, thrills and paybacks.
Heart: JOY is in care, ease, and amnesty.
Mind: Bumper car ride is FUN.
Heart: You go everywhere but HOME. A journey of JOY takes you HOME.
Mind: Let’s ride a roller coaster and have FUN.
Heart: I am grounded and enjoying JOY
Mind: Let us go there, meet them, text some and have lots of FUN.
Heart: Those are ‘halloweens’ to mask the hollowness. I have solid JOY.
Mind: Let us turn a deck of cards into a castle, that is FUN
Heart: I am constructing my SELF consciously, that is JOY
Mind: To have FUN you need nothing but the weakest body muscle.
Heart: To experience JOY one needs the strongest mind muscle.
Mind: Come with me I want company to have FUN
Heart: I need no one to feel JOY.
Mind: Leave your burdening bundle of values and join with me.
Heart: Those are integrated. Which are lightening and enlightening me.
Mind: Life is short, let’s have FUN.
Heart: Soul is eternal and is an epithet of JOY.
Mind: Fun is loud and luxurious.
Heart: Certainly JOY is serene and simple.
Mind: FUN is glamor.
Heart: JOY is the beauty.
Mind: FUN is a pleasure.
Heart: JOY is LOVE.
FUN IS BOUGHT. JOY IS BORN!!
Life is all the time more than FUN and JOY. The pursuit of life purpose makes us HUMAN.
Fun is digging into a bucket of ice cream. Joy is losing a couple of pounds J
Thank You. Love!!
Shaila
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